| Saturday, October 17th, 2009 |
| 2:51 am |
Sometimes, I feel like I'm not solid. I'm hollow; there's nothing behind my eyes. I'm a negative of a person ” as if I never thought anything, never wrote anything, never felt anything. All I want is blackness ” blackness and silence |
| Thursday, February 26th, 2009 |
| 3:25 pm |
no much going on. mid terms this week they suck. ive been studying non stop. my bands going on tour for a week during spring break. we actually got on a lot of pretty good shows im really stoked. ive never toured before and its always been on the to do list so its time to get wasted in some new city. im really stoked to see D.C. The watchmen comes out next week. it will rule. i think its time i stop writing in this thing. and reading it. im not learning much about people i have much of an interest in. so. good day live journal this is my last entry. its been nice knowing you since 10th grade. i ofter wrote in you like a teenage girl writes in an actual diary. it is most embarrassing. so it is time to cease. |
| Thursday, February 12th, 2009 |
| 4:53 pm |
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| Monday, December 15th, 2008 |
| 2:58 pm |
sometimes i wonder why i wake up and i say to myself " Jesse, what the fuck are you doing with your life" Then i read livejournal and i think what the fuck are these people doing with their lives. this makes me realize all of these questions are just relative. If all of you picture posting pose taking people are "living" I really hope im already dead and just dreaming about how wacky you fuckers look |
| Thursday, December 4th, 2008 |
| 6:09 pm |
 so any of you weirdos that still read about my life....come to this show and see my new band ripper |
| Monday, November 17th, 2008 |
| 4:13 pm |
 come see this new band ripper im in play a show. if you really love me youll come |
| Monday, October 6th, 2008 |
| 12:40 am |
im drukn i want weed..... jacksonville sucks...a lot... milhouse rules madden ruless fuck why did the jags lose |
| Friday, August 22nd, 2008 |
| 7:15 pm |
dear jacksonville. where is my house im out of town and im wondering if its floating away. if all of my stuff is ruined. oh well fuck it NEW ORLEANS RULES AHHHHHHHHHH BURBON STREET HAND GRENADES BITCH!!!!!!!! |
| Tuesday, July 29th, 2008 |
| 7:11 pm |
donnie and darius update a lot more than me. i dont want them to be above or better than me at anything so im going to update more as well my life is pretty cool i dont like jacksonville very much because its boring and i dont like a lot of people and i act really bitter. but ive been doing a better job at hanging with people like jon clay and calliahn who i love like a homosex but never would call a girl just yelled at ben for kicking his dog and i heard it from the other room. i currently am laughing i hope that darius and donnie read that and remember the time a girl yelled at ben for kicking a dog and laugh to themselves. |
| Monday, June 16th, 2008 |
| 5:02 pm |
fuck....so...fucking bored ...all the fucking time everyday i get wicked stoned and im STILL FUCKING BORED this sucks i need a hobby. or just some shit to do. not like work type shit. just some fun shit. like seriously im about to leave work go home and play x men legends. not even x men legends 2 or any kind of new video game. just some old ass game i found for ps2. and why? simply becaues i have no idea what else to do as my mind is completely smoked and out of ideas. see nothing in particular entertains me. or interest me. ever. im not sure why it is.if i could force my self to be really happy when i see shiny stuff or something that makes a loud noise without question i would do it. but alas for some reason ive become too bitter or jaded or whatever it is to find any real type of joy in life. and that blows. i sit and let time and the world pass me by and watch my stomach become bigger becaues i only wish to eat fast food becaues i want food within the first 35 seconds that i think of it and drink beer which of course has an amazing effect on your gut area. but what is a guy to do flat broke...stuck in a town with a bunch of fucking pieces of garbage that i dont want to associate with. its not like i can move and be like well thank goodness i magically transported to wonderful land where everything is perfect. NOT TO FUCKING MENTION its hot outside. fuck how hot it is that shit is soooo gay. who the fuck decided it was best to settle my family in fucking hot ass florida. i got fair skin i dont want to fucking turn into the danger ranger (a large red object that doesnt move). im not exactly sure why i wrote this but that is whats been on my mind recently i know donnie and darius are the only people who are going to read this anyways so...hi guys. see ya later |
| Monday, May 19th, 2008 |
| 2:38 pm |
sometimes i read about these peoples lives and i feel like im a 100 years old. |
| Thursday, April 17th, 2008 |
| 3:30 pm |
schools almost out. that rules. im super busy though with finals and what not. that blows monday i partied pretty hard all over darius's life. i've been reading a lot more lately and watching a lot of the office with katie. having a girlfriend is pretty cool when you want to be totally lazy. i mean shes real cool other than just being someone that enjoys doing as little as i do. we never fight or anything and shes wicked nice and makes me food. i got my sweet owen hart tattoo finished yesterday. soon owen will be joined by flair, austin, la parka, and his brother bret in what will become the worlds greatest wrestling icon thigh sleeve. how has everyone elses life been....i think im at about a 6 out of 10 on the scale of goodness. its best to float in the middle becaues if you get too high on life something sends you back down faster than you can say darius is the new big plugs. |
| Monday, April 7th, 2008 |
| 12:14 pm |
I Philosopy's About Glocks And Keys Niggas Call Me Young Black Socrates |
| Monday, March 24th, 2008 |
| 1:30 pm |
everyday i wake up...and im not sure what i do or why. but i dont think this is bad im pretty sure its just normal. i dont think any real adult (while i am 20 i in no way am an adult) wakes up every day and understands why they're going to work. and i dont understand why im going to work or school or to hang out with anyone. but i do and i guess its not that bad i would just prefer not to. i hang out by myself a lot and thats pretty cool i got a tattoo of owen hart and its way cool. i am not a nugget...im a black hart damnit a sole survivor WHOO!!!!! |
| Tuesday, March 11th, 2008 |
| 5:00 pm |
 come to this and see my band prunebelly |
| 3:13 pm |
 mosh AND thrasher=the headbangers |
| Tuesday, March 4th, 2008 |
| 3:11 pm |
i have a crazy conversation last night about mans desire to turn the world into a utopia and how many different kinds of utopias there are. in my utopia the only things that would exist would be my room,darius, katie, donnie, pot, wrestling+wiltsey, and the history channel. i kind of already live in my own utopia. i just need to get the history channel again |
| Monday, February 25th, 2008 |
| 2:35 pm |
i saw no use for a name and lucero in one weekend...that ruled |
| Monday, February 18th, 2008 |
| 1:57 pm |
too much school too little of a chance to bro down |
| Wednesday, January 23rd, 2008 |
| 5:36 pm |
i saw hot water music on saturday...then chuck ragan and ben nichols the very next night. this weekend was pretty fucking awesome. im moving this weekend i think and that sucks. i hate packing. but im looking foward to creating the bongatorium hope all of you in live journal land are doing well. |
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